tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78410227972629827662011-08-26T19:10:55.867+01:00A FRESH K.I.D - 'Kid Into Dreaming'ParrisOH?!http://www.blogger.com/profile/10294218431414697609noreply@blogger.comBlogger821100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7841022797262982766.post-85526400754922481312011-05-03T16:47:00.002+01:002011-05-03T17:03:23.583+01:00

I think that sometimes you just don't know how to act because you changed for someone and you spent so much time changing or having been changed that you can't quite remember how you were before.You can't quite remember certain feelings or certain reactions;You hestitate on things you should say and say jokes you maybe shouldn't have. That's why its harder to forget someone than to get over

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OUCH.Who knows how a girl can turn into Queen Bee bitch?I do.You never think that it is possible or gonna happen to you, until it HAPPENS to you.One day you're fine and next day, yesterdays best friend is today's worst enemy.But fuck it, I am out for myself and no one else!Today my brother Tazar said some clever words.'Opt to be a sheep and live a life of boredom. opt to be a wolf and live a life

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So I'm sitting here with the beaming sun coming through the window.Well.. I say beaming.. but we are in England.But ANYWAYS! It's my weekly does of Kardashians and I'm watching Kim & Kourtney take New York.GOD I MISS IT SO MUCH.- NY That is - 100% the best week of my life ever.. But it got me thinking about that lifestyle;HIP HOP.Ever since I was tiny I have been exposed to music, Hip Hop mainly.

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Source Bar, Maidstone - Me & The Boys.

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So literally not in the best moods..1 - I should have done an essay2 - I am no where near starting that essay3 - Money, every 18 year old girls problem right?!O.K... so it's not that bad, but the urge to just sleep doesn't help the whole situation.Sooooo.. UPDATE!I've shaved my hair, I have a tattoo& I have a Blackberry(yes yes i know i finally gave in, but i'm still loyal to my apple family!)

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A re-vamp.. so I did..I will be blogging a lot more too! and putting a lot more different stuff up on here!To be honest, my tumblr is where all my random things go, this is a bit more.. sophisticated!?That might sound pretentious but MEH! who's judging?!

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and i mainly always am.. but neglection isn't even the word for what I have done to this blog.I love blogging, and its so my thing, but i think i need a revamp of the blog.. to either change it up a bit or maybe create a whole new one? hmm anyways for now i shall think about that while i continue to blog feelings that don't help anyone or anything :) THANKYOU AND GOODNIGHT.

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People always try and distinguish the differences between want and need. They say if you want it, you don't need it and if you need it, you don't want it?!But really, if you want it, you do need it.Love; if you want a partner and you want that feeling of security, then i'm sure you need it. I'm sure it will make you a better person; if you don't abuse it. SO you do need it.Money; if you want

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What are you gonna do with your life!?I HATE this question.I HATE thinking aboutthis question.I HATE answering this question.I don't have an answer!atleast, not yet?!I know its all about the usual stuff..Uni, Work, family etc.Why've I got to do that!?Now i'm not diminishing the value of any of those things, and I want them all..But what the hell happened to spontaneity?!Spirit. Mine has been

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Being a guarded person means a lot of stuff is .. guarded.Feelings, emotions, secrets, thoughts, the usual.So I guess that's why i've been feeling so lost lately.I was going to say down.. but I think that's not the right word.Lostthat's it.I'm never afraid to be alone, I'm terrified of being lonely.And lately it's been like watching myself in a film, I can't remember the last time I was close to

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The only difference between reality and dreams is perception.If you perceive your dreams as becoming a reality, then the world is endless to you.When you draw the line between what you can dream up and what you can achieve is when the word 'impossible' is entered into your vocabulary and mindset.When people say seeing is believing and positive thinking,does that stuff generate from a higher power

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18 Year old Medway Rapper MikeStar has dropped his new promo CD 'Recognition', following his initial one,'The beginning'.The new promo is named almost ironically 'recognition' as MikeStar did not recieve the recoginition he wanted out of his first tape, however back with a bigger and better sounding cd, he has worked with Dub-Candy's artist SG to create a more raw and realer cd this time

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A review for the Canadian rapper Jeff Spec I did, on his new album, 'Sneakerboxxx'.@font-face { font-family: "Times New Roman"; }p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal { margin: 0cm 0cm 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: "Times New Roman"; }table.MsoNormalTable { font-size: 10pt; font-family: "Times New Roman"; }div.Section1 { page: Section1; } Jeff Spec - Sneakerboxxx Review by

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i tried and i tried to get you off my mind but it don't get no better as each day goes by.I didn't realise how much of an effect someone has on you until you are numb.I was so numb to everything. and I couldn't figure out why I wasn't feelings anything.I wasn't feeling happy or sad, or excited.Then i realised, I wasn't feeling happy in comparison to what you made me, sad in comparison to how you

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All artists of any sort are attention seekers.Whether you do, fashion, music, art, photography anything.You are an attention seeker.It's not a bad thing.If you are doing well, successful and talented in what you do.Why not draw attention to yourself and your work.People who are good at what they do should be attention seekers.The buzz of showing off your talent and recieving a good reception is

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When you act upon this, you never know quite whether the choice you have made is the right one, or is even gonna turn out right in the end.. but god damn does it feel good to not think about this stuff.You know when you just don't care because whatever you are doing is the best feeling while its happening.And.. i'm not gonna lie; when you come away from the act of impulse, you probably think..'

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*side note: Most of the things i write about are from experience, however they are not always relevant to this time, as i may have already experienced it and only now felt it the right time to write about it. However some thinngs are relevant. Even better some things aren't my experiences, they are things i see in other people's relationships.. by listening and observing i collect more

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Is it possible to have just a physical attraction to someone?!Because however sex/attraction is viewed now, there is too much of a personal thing for it not to be ... more!?Casual relationships, sex buddies, no labels. Where did tradition go/! Casual relationships never work.. FACTIts not even that one person gets to attached or feelings get caught up. Its because there is no trust. Ho can you

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I really did learn a lesson.All the things I should have said when I saw it coming, and saw it slipping, but i know its too late now i've seen it go.Cause its not about knowing what you had when you lose it.You know what you have, the reason it stings so much when you lose it, is because you know you shouldn't have lost it.The pain of losing something is nothing compared to remembering what it

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Okay so let me explain:Basically, I like to blog,I think you caught that drift.So when I feel something that i know i could just write and write about.. i will!However, sometimes, I feel so much and I have so much to say that in my head i'm just not balanced enough to go with a good flow.'So I create drafts.'I say 'create' but its more, thoughts that can't be preceded.Thoughts that are too honest

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We all try and avoid them, but when it comes down to it, people find comfort in them.I thought it was just me that was actually terrified of labeling something.Apparently not.I'm not the only one, that finds there doesn't need to be a label on something for it to be understood, loved or accepted.EVERYDAY.we label things, people, groups, feelings and much more.We don't like a person because they

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a lot.About me, about you, about life, about consequences, and reasons, about 'why's' and 'but's', about relationships and family.I try and make sense of it, by writing it down, or having mental conversations.. with myself!?But none of it helps.So I just ride the wave.My problem is that I grew up too fast.Not in a bad way.I just mean, I kinda skipped the immature 12 year old stuff, that you hit

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''is my oyster, so lets eat it and get freaky.''I think what happened,I lost my concept of time.I was really rushing, thinking about what I was gonna do when things left me, or I no longer had them in my possession.With Exams and the mental drive thats been pushed into me by teachers'you have no time before exams'Didn't exactly help did it?!People have to understand that to do something great,

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I'm so confused right now.I know what I want.I just don't know how to get it.usual symptoms of confusion.I don't understand how I got put in this situation, when I was the one who got hurt in the first place.'don't overthink things'i don't overthink anything, I know the situation sonny boy.I would just rather get it all out in one go then do little iddy bits of explanation.alie?!i feel things.And

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I remember on an advert once, they said.'We know you don't want to beat the system, you just want it to work'I'm sure the advert was for loans or something adult.But the more I think about this, the more wrong it is.I don't want the system.The system means no leeway.The system means routine.What is the system!?Well there's a system to everything right?!

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So I'm thinking about getting a new piercing.Not sure what, majorly leaning towards septum.i'd marry himthoughts?!It will be a change to my face,but like i said,its my face.****So I was skipping through old pictures.I miss my old face.moment of silenceYou know, the one with no piercings, stretching's.The one that used to be a little bit chubby and wasn't so well groomed?!I (as well as the rest of

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This is advice and a half.Even though, highly over used, very cliche and totally overrated.Its unfortunately true.Now, this morning I had never heard such a contradictory piece of advice.. or should i call it information.It pretty much summed up the ambition levels in my area.'world can't hold me too much ambition'Assembly, Head teacher.'Take risks, yet make sure they are sensible. Live to the

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JUST FOR LINZI.BOYY OF DA TING!

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Black's f64 came in at number one!too sick! for those of you who have been living in a cave and don't know what an f64 is.SBTV records a fresh 64 bars from an mc/rapper.www.twitter.com/sbtvonline

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IF NOBODY BUYS ME THESE I WILL DIE.You don't even understand how long I have waited for Nike to release Gold Spikes.Argh, just looking at them, makes me want to run a lap.Right, fit over...So, how are you?!I wouldn't usually ask that on a blog, but I feel I've been neglecting you.Let me know.www.twitter.com/ParrisOHwww.facebook.com/ParrisOH

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I want you.Like now, and every other minute of the day.It's so flipping hard.When you know that you can't.And the fact that I want you here, isn't because I'm obsessed,I'm scared.I'm so scared that if I'm not with you, you will disappear.(is this sounding too much like twilight?!)But its true, I feel like if I leave you then you will go, and i won't get a chance to say bye, or anything.And I know

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No responsibility.Just pointless, endless fun.And in a way that is exactly what I need.But at the same time i hate it.It's just that wasn't my original plan.so plan bSo I don't do well with changes that quick.The thing that is most unfair.Everybody got to spend time with you that they didn't deserve, and my time is limited.And I know that I waited the longest for your time.That's selfish I

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and it really is.One day you'll grow up.One day you'll want to do adult things.And you don't have to hurry these things.It will come and you'll be happy.But for now, live harder, faster and stronger.Make friends, lose friends.Kiss. Break up.Love. Hate.Take photo's. Delete Photo's.smile. cry.Get tattooed. Get pierced.Blog.Tweet.FB.I think I've finally come to terms with finding out that adulthood

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The Seven Deadly Sins, also known as the Capital Vices or Cardinal Sins. It consists of 'Lust', 'Gluttony', 'Greed', 'Sloth' , 'Wrath', 'Envy' and 'Pride'.Lust;intense sexual desire or appetite. Why do we insist on loving when lusting is much more easier. Why do we insist on loving when lusting doesn't get you heart broken. Why do we insist on loving when lusting is much more human.Lust, i'm

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AHH.I'm so gassed.(but in the best way)I haven't really given you all the trust in the world into this blog.Well the thing is I really wanted to write about this, because its something you rarely get.And I didn't how much you have to hold on to it.You know that feeling of when you meet someone, and they look at you in a way that makes you shy.They touch you in a way that makes all the hairs in

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That one where your new to it.Excited by it and can't stop thinking about every little thing that happened.Yeah that.But before that.New beginnings aren't needed.New starts aren't necssary.A change of circumstances are though.I'm not going to lie.The pain is the only reminder that anything I ever had a grasp on was real.But you can't love yourself when noone loves you.I'm in a different place

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shit on me.Yeah thanks for everything.But its actually tue, that every clou has a silver lining.Or maybe I was just so trapped that I have gone back to being free.I appreciate freedom more than I thought.Anyways.I may have some big news for you.If not i'll blog the experience, that'll be the best I can provide for you now!everyone that's made my holiday. thankyou.

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As you know, I'm a big supporter of my brother Shadez The Misfit.So when he became one of the six finalist's in Evo Music Rooms (Channel Four) I flipped.So proud, and very bias, however you all know he's good.Check his Blog and follow his journey through the Evo Music Rooms.www.shadeztimecontinuim.blogspot.comAND@ShadezTM on twitter!LOVE.

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There is to be another book!Titled 'The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner', the fifth installment in the Twilight Saga, is set to be released on June 5!I think this has come as a shock to most people, as after 'Midnight Suns' leak and Stephenie Meyers refusal to publish it fully, after it would only be a disappointment to readers (even though I have read the manuscript myself and was far from

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Kim Kardashian.Keeping it real, by denying all knowledge of Wayne Bridges!The rumour that they were now dating because of her split with Reggie Bush(DROOL)has been denied as she posted on her twitter 'who the hell is Wayne Bridge's'Personally I think this is hilariously funny.Got Bridges a bit more publicity though!

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STOP TELEPHONING ME.'I don't think you understand that, ringing me, texting me and any other way of contacting me, is not there to stalk me'DO you ever feel like your putting in so much effort over the littlest things to try and provoke another person to put in effort.Yeah about that....it doesn't work!I try and try to tell people, and to try and stop doing it myself but it's one of our many

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Now, to me this isn't Akala's greatest track ever.I kinda miss, his fast flow and outgoing yet laid back lyrics.In this track you get a glimpse of that at the end, I guess his chance to show that he hasn't let go of his old ways.But for me, it just doesn't do it.Anyways.. open to yr opinion, so comment!

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Such a big ego..And she has every right to!Beyonce is looking fierce as usual.However this time with Mr Kanyeezyyy, which is a mad look.And his flow on it, tops the whole thing off.The 'He' in this video might not be Mr. West though, and if she is opening up about Jigga, I wouldn't be surprised.Probably the only couple in the world allowed to be egotistical, are Beyonce and Jay-Z, yet humble they

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You probably wonder why I used that as a title for this song, but honesty, she's been stuck in my head all day!And this song is one of the best on the album.Never underestimate.

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Check the new piercing.lip if you can't see!No - it didn't hurtYes - my mom now knowsNo - I dont regret itYes - i love it.And I do plan to have more!

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Louis Vuitton - personally one of my favourite designers - has once again pleased me.. overly overly happy.The new Spring Summer Collection is styled to the 'T' and leaves the buyer, feeling nevertheless happy after purchasing these almost ten thousand pound boots.Having a MAJOR shoe fetish, I wouldn't be surprised at why somebody's self control would weaken over the new collection.

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I don't know how many of you have been watching Glee, but if you haven't you are missing out.And I know a lot of you have bought into the whole 'its another high school musical' thing.But it really isn't.. if you want dry humour and cheery music it really is the on, especially to cheer you up on a Monday night!Also cop the album!I have!

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I don't know about you, but I CANNOT wait until June 30th 2010.The official worldwide release date of Eclipse, the third tale in the Twilight Saga.I'll be there ticket in hand, T-shirt on, with my other 'twihards'So until then.. enjoy and savour.

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They're the best really aren't they?!The one's where your not sure what basis you are on with the person, then they do something to show you that they really do want to be friends.He drew me a picture.That showed me.I was overly happy.

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So she's gone, its official.And it feels like she's run away. She's left us on our tail end. thanks.I fucking hate people that run away when it gets to hard and that's exactly what she done.Are you that stupid.When you have responsibilities, a family, a job you can't run away.But just as you always have, did and will continue to, you've done it.I'm not bothered I now have my perspective

ParrisOH?!http://www.blogger.com/profile/10294218431414697609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7841022797262982766.post-21146233919531133992010-02-22T22:46:00.002Z2010-02-23T00:28:12.068Z

you don't understand how much you miss something until you are potentially going to lose it.you look at what your life would be without it and you cry.tears of anger.tears of sadness.tears of pity.how many times do you have to fuck yourself over before you realise your doing something wrong?!I've counted, three.Once - experienceTwice - Learning curveThird - complete fuck up.IF you cant live

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For this I do not need any words, i do not need any sympathy. I do not have any words, I do not have any sympathy.I understand the love in my words, just not my words themselves.-ParrisOH?!

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Yes, I'm getting older.Yes, I'm going to have to chose where I wanna go with my life.Yes I know I'll have to do it.But why am I feeling like i'm wishing my life ... away?!'Well when you finish university and your going into a job...'HOLD YOUR HORSES!You've just made me 25?!I'm only a baby.Give me colouring pencils and tell me to stay in the lines.But with it all, I have learnt some damn good

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What do you consider yourself?I mean your race of course, because no matter how many times I am told 'you're British, you were born in the UK' I still feel UN-British. People ask all the time, where are you from, and I always recognise the foreign blood running through my veins instead of the country I was born and raised in. Is that wrong?I don't know, but anyhow. Its me. Still. Forever.1/4

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'And i can truthfully say my perspectives changed.It's clear that life and death live on the same page'Wow! now really.I should be hung, okay maybe not hung but hurt severely for my lack of blogging for the past few weeks..or is it months!?I know I have neglected you, but please take me back.I have good reason... let me tell you.Well so much has changed, I know I regularly say that then forget

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I think that I need to get away.Not because of anyone, or anything, just I feel I've taken enough...I'm not sure, how to put it, but i need to get back in touch withLIFE.I need to lose myself in life, have fun.Maybe take up hedonism for a while?!Or maybe not?HA!Hedonism is a funny concept.–noun -the doctrine that pleasure or happiness is the highest good.-devotion to pleasure as a way of life:

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So here's the dream.BIG.That's basically it.Bigger is better.Unless its your cell mate.So I'm thinking, I've finally come to a solid decision on what i would like to do with my life.It's taken a while, and i basically always wanted to do this, just I couldn't express it.Now I can.Create art for people.Art that's personal, has meaning and is exquisitely beautiful in my eyes.Art that shows the

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I love it. You do to.if there's one thing that brings you a thrill every time you are to step outside and breathe in the muggy air that fills your lungs and makes you choke.Walk down the street and walk past a person that's wearing a business suit.Then past a person that is covered in tattoos.Then past a person that is riding a bike.Then past a person that's driving a range rover.Look at the

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'Expect nothing so you can never be disappointed'HA!Sometimes I cannot stress this enough.I didn't realise how much a role model influenced your life;in both a positive and negative way.I've outdone the role models that I look up to the most.Then I realise that I couldn't have looked up to them that much.I can't name one thing that will stay with me forever,or that they gave me, or name one thing

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Go see this.Wherever you are in the world.If you don't see this your life is incomplete.It was seriously one of the best films i've ever seen.And BARE people are going to be saying the usual...'it was thrown together''its disrespectful''its fixed'I say it's genius.Are you gonna be starting something?If God gave this earth one thing to be proud of.. it would be Michael Jackson.1958 - Foreverlove

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I need to Blog.It's no longer a want, its a necessity.I guess, when you were little did you ever think your life would pan out like it has now?Did you ever think that you would meet people and encounter things that would make you who you are today?I couldn't of predicted what I was going to be like now..Pretty?!Ugly?!Well whatever I was/am/going, to be destined, it'll be exciting getting

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If they say love is illogical, irresponsible and unexplainable, 'they' were right.If I could put into realistic words. the way I felt, your minds would be blown.But as I can't think of these mind-blowing words or anything even to resemble them.So I'ma go with what's coming into my mind.Don't watch this if it is more verbal diarrhea, than a well structured sentence.To put this into a list would

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Long time no blog.. it would be a major understatement.So I'm apologising now, and I'll keep up with the blogs!So, everything is going A dot MAZING!Right because my memory is crap, and I generally forget a lot of what I would like to say, I'ma write you a list, or severall depending on what else i remember during writing this blog!!Things that are going oh so right, right now ;I love being

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I understood so much, I have to write this blog to you.No small reply or comment at the bottom.. this is all for you.The first thing I really want to do is give you a massive hug, and say.. 'Babe it will all be alright, he's a prick and not worth it. You'll get over him and laugh about this 3 months down the line'.Yet, however true some of that may be. It doesn't feel like that for you.It's so

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If you're dressing up, not being yourself and getting blamed for the lack of 'effort in your 'relationship' then.. GET OUT!Just because you've decided to officially connect yourself to this person, doesn't mean, you've disconnected yourself from your life.So you've fallen for the guy, but wait you haven't just chosen the guy.. you've chosen THE GUY. He's great, he gets on with everyone, and

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So, i'm in that mood again. You know the one..Where you log into your blog, and know that your going to write a really good piece.Then, I lost it. SH!TI think the fact that I am slightly hungover, has hardly any sleep and really really needs to get ready to go out, much sooner than i have left myself time for. Doesn't help.So I've just finished reading, 'He's just not that into you', wow, I don't

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WAS EXTREME!I have never been to such a good concert in my life.so following this, its prompted me to write a list of all the people I hae ever seen live... yes this may not be helpful or interesting to you at all.But it will help me remember :)Paramore x2Plain White tee'sAlkaline trioAll time LowCobra StarshipFinchSet Your goalsMy American HeartThe AuditionChiodosMeg & DiaMayDay

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Yes! we are!sitting in photography googling, watching, talking and 'trying' to buy twilight merchandise off of the websites!Oh gosh, in a world where vampires and wolves exist, why wouldn't a teenage girl want to get lost in there! why wouldn't we want what bella swan has?that's the thing.. we do.It's not real, but its desirable.I'ma get it.. i'ma get my edward cullen.So in a world where, humans

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Heyyyy, once again I have been lucky enough to accidentally (but pleasantly) stumble across some SWEET! Uk Music.Start supporting my big bro, Shadez The Misfit! He's working hard to get where he needs to be, so I want all of you to catch him on his Uni Tour with other great artists like Bluey Robinson! All of his tour dates are on his myspace which you can find under here :)I know this sounds

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My sense of feeling is lost... I can't feel?! I seem to be only feeling any emotion when i am at an extreme! I am either so angry i could kill, or so happy i could give a tramp a house for the night.I think i need a change of emotions? fixed ones preferably.I'm hoping that there's an emotional plug waiting to be pulled out and everything is going to flow again.Maybe this will be my let out?Why is

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Today it hit me, why am I holding back?Your the one that makes me laugh, your the one that makes me smile, your the one i want to kiss bye and hug, hello.So this is a short sweet note to say... love me? be with me and take a chance?I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.look after my heart, i've left it with you.Parris

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Never in my life had I ever been so excited to get back to School, and i was right too. Okay, so first week over!Highlights - Performing arts, Lush new canteen, lush common room, lush new canteen food! haha oh and MEETING LEWIS! hahaWell to be honest, there was not one thing that i was scared of until it came to my pe class, for a start i couldn't fin it, then there was not one person in there

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All this love...it surrounds me, all my friends are in it, (or wanting to be) and I'm not. I'm not gonna lie, I would like a boyfriend. But I'm so rubbish at commitment. When I'm in the relationship, its great, but I get bored, then I'm single again.. and yet again i'm bored of that. I've come to the conclusion, that I'm not afraid of commitment, i'm afraid of the person, not fulfilling my

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Well its official! This is the last weekend before i get my head stuck back into education.. and to be honest, I never thought it would be this hard to say good bye to my free thinking and relaxed time schedule! It's gonna be hard! So I'm going back into sixth for of course, so many people have been telling me that i should have gotten out as soon as I could and gone to college, but i really

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Just a couple of designs, these were my carnival shoes, they got a likkle bit mash up after dancing and chipping all day! But they still look pretty fresh. Teh Trinidad and Tobago flag, and the S.Kitts and Nevis Flags! If anyone wants any shoes or tshirts done. parris_hoste@yahoo.co.uk or hit me up on Facebook - Parris O'Loughlin - Hoste All exclusive and individually tailored.I got so many more

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Damn, Master shortie is on it! he's gonna drop these Pigeonhead trainers in October.. but only 500 are being made! I want to get some so bad! And remember his tour in October.. i'll be there! My rope chain is coming soon ;) Look out for designs being dropped by me too. www.twitter.com/ParrisOH! Big things coming!

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Well Results are in, and to be honest.. I aced it! YES! I am soo happy with my results!No matter how much pressure was put on me and all my predicted A's/A*'s I did well for myself!All in all I got 2 A's ( PE YESSSS!!!!) 4 Bs and 5 C's and 1 D . So All in all, I got into sixth form and bring on the learning! Aha! So in this change of heart, I am going back to school, I am goign to become so

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Well. I don't want this too be no long ting! But basically i had my first photoshoot for PINS a clothing company who are sickk! It was great, I went to Lewisham station with Momma Bear and Pin picked us up, I was nervous as hell, like I've said in previous blogs, no matter how confident i am, i'm still so scared of being judged by the outside! But as i climbed into the car, all my fears went as

ParrisOH?!http://www.blogger.com/profile/10294218431414697609noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7841022797262982766.post-47319114496254890072009-08-19T17:23:00.000+01:002009-10-01T18:38:59.178+01:00

Wow! This summer, (even though part way through) has been...Crazy! It's the only way for me to describe it. Opportunity seem to be popping up for me everywhere, and it leads me to think, maybe i am going to get where I want, maybe I will be the top, the number one, The Best!I've recently got signed to a big modeling agency, which is great, being the person, I always have been, never did I think

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Pure Jokez, in the Hizouse. I thought I had to put this up, because its a classic picture. Ahh Gotta love these boys, just hanging out in Bluewater. I'm getting my business head on today, and taking after Daddy (and a little mommy too) I gotta sort out contracts, paperwork and then drop a few designs for this clothign range. It really does help to have parents that are in the game, Momma's

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Well, SCREW PLAYING THE FIELD.Its great while it lasts. But then you get attached.. and that's never the idea.I think at the age of sixteen, you should be able to have as much fun as possible and not worry about anything during your summer holidays... this plan has epically failed for me. Okay.. lets start from the beginning....I've had a few boyfriends, some clever choices, some just lust, some

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Well, as my first blog, i am unsure what to write completely, but i'll give it a go.Wow! well lately my life, hasn't even had a chance to hold on, new friends, new experiences, new places, but most of all new feelings. Sitting here, listening to India Arie - I am not my hair.. the song could not be any truer. But its more than that, recently having encounters with new and different people, i

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