When you act upon this, you never know quite whether the choice you have made is the right one, or is even gonna turn out right in the end..
but god damn does it feel good to not think about this stuff.
You know when you just don't care because whatever you are doing is the best feeling
while its happening.
And.. i'm not gonna lie; when you come away from the act of impulse, you probably think..
'yeah maybe i should've thought thought this through'
but by the time you are back in the act,
those thoughts are long gone and you're back to enjoying yourself a ridiculous amount.
I'm not sure whether a get-away is the right word or even explanation for it?!
but its sorta like that.
Music - Music is everything to me.
Literally everything.
If i am in a mood, its usually determined by music.
And as a close friend to me pointed out recently, she has a song to go with mostly every person in her life.
Its true; i actually do.
If you named me one person, whether it be a relative or a lover, an ex lover, a sibling, a friend.
I could name their song.
I love it.
Impulse and music, two things you don't have to think about before you immersed yourself within them.
The thing is impulse can work both ways..
you either act on it and its great, you enjoy yourself and everything works out for the best.
or
you act on it, everything goes great, then it comes to an end..
either way.. what do we act on impulse for!?
I mean what actually drives us to think, "I'ma jump in with both feet and not give a damn where I'm looking or falling or going into?!"
I mean, do we hold impulse so highly because we thrive off of the feeling of
undeniable enjoyment.
or do we like it because we feel good about ourselves for taking a risk?!
Impulse is selfish.
Cause you don't know who will get hurt or who will benefit from it.
But i guess that it is just one of those thigns that will never truly have an explanation or a reason.
Just .. impulse.
That feeling of standing on the edge of a really really high place and feeling to jump.
Yeah that feeling.
Knowing that if you jump there will be consequences when you hit the bottom,
but you don't care just for the rush of falling.
I wish, a lot more things were acted on because of impulse, a lot more people would then appreciate the enjoyment of life rather than the consequences.
What happened to living in the moment!?
I guess, you can never tell somebody to act on impulse, because what might be an impulse for you, might be routine to them.
As we are all different.
But we've all got a heart.
"Without hearts we would only be machines."
but god damn does it feel good to not think about this stuff.
You know when you just don't care because whatever you are doing is the best feeling
while its happening.
And.. i'm not gonna lie; when you come away from the act of impulse, you probably think..
'yeah maybe i should've thought thought this through'
but by the time you are back in the act,
those thoughts are long gone and you're back to enjoying yourself a ridiculous amount.
I'm not sure whether a get-away is the right word or even explanation for it?!
but its sorta like that.
Music - Music is everything to me.
Literally everything.
If i am in a mood, its usually determined by music.
And as a close friend to me pointed out recently, she has a song to go with mostly every person in her life.
Its true; i actually do.
If you named me one person, whether it be a relative or a lover, an ex lover, a sibling, a friend.
I could name their song.
I love it.
Impulse and music, two things you don't have to think about before you immersed yourself within them.
The thing is impulse can work both ways..
you either act on it and its great, you enjoy yourself and everything works out for the best.
or
you act on it, everything goes great, then it comes to an end..
either way.. what do we act on impulse for!?
I mean what actually drives us to think, "I'ma jump in with both feet and not give a damn where I'm looking or falling or going into?!"
I mean, do we hold impulse so highly because we thrive off of the feeling of
undeniable enjoyment.
or do we like it because we feel good about ourselves for taking a risk?!
Impulse is selfish.
Cause you don't know who will get hurt or who will benefit from it.
But i guess that it is just one of those thigns that will never truly have an explanation or a reason.
Just .. impulse.
That feeling of standing on the edge of a really really high place and feeling to jump.
Yeah that feeling.
Knowing that if you jump there will be consequences when you hit the bottom,
but you don't care just for the rush of falling.
I wish, a lot more things were acted on because of impulse, a lot more people would then appreciate the enjoyment of life rather than the consequences.
What happened to living in the moment!?
I guess, you can never tell somebody to act on impulse, because what might be an impulse for you, might be routine to them.
As we are all different.
But we've all got a heart.
"Without hearts we would only be machines."
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